You need to stop lieing to your doctors if you ever want to get better. I know bulimia is a really hard struggle for you and I know that you aren't happy At All with your life or descisions. But stop making bad ones. Stop drinking. Really. You need to be totally sober to deal with this stuff. It's only fair to yourself.
And You need to tell your doctors how badly you're feeling and how depressed you are. AND that the bulimia is still a struggle.
I wasn't saying that you were lieing about anything else, except the happiness. I was trying to say in more or less words that you need to tell them that you aren't happy. That's all. I was just trying to... help? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you, but what other message would I get from that poem besides the fact that you're unhappy? I thought you drank a lot more because of face book pictures, and the poem. I was wrong to assume. I'm sorry for doing so.
Hunter says you Do need to stop drinking to get help because of what you DID say in the poem, because even though you do only drink on the weekends, it IS to numb the pain. When you need to deal with it. He says you deserve to have fun, but if you're focusing simultaneously on the fact that it numbs the pain, drinking isn't fun anymore.
I'm really sorry for assuming those things about your poem. I was just trying to help. I'm sorry it's "been about me," this past week. I don't really know what to say to that. >."Sorry it's been about you this past
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I'm also sorry that we had a miscommunication. I'm not blowing up on you, I'm just trying to explain what's happened. I'm sorry you thought I would, but I don't see how yelling could possibly solve a miscommunication between friends. Especially when all I was trying to do was help.
I don't care that it's been about you. I don't want it about me and .. really won't ever be able to be like as open because I'm always afraid. Just.. don't assume things.
And it's more so to sleep, honestly. than to numb.
My fucking medications numb me enough. that ...was the point.
The two, four, eight.. they're to my prescribed medicine that I hate.
I don't mean to get upset but.. I am. Anytime I say anything either it's.. like.. two against one..
I just give up. I'm not online, I don't.. want to talk. Sorry. You've done this for you, taken time for yourself.
I just want to disappear.. so peace stephanie. Hope sunday went well.
Naw. I understand. He didn't mean to say those things for a two against one. Hunter was just standing up for the fact that i my own way, I was trying to help you.
I think I try to help too much. I'm sorry for not giving you nearly enough space. I love you dearly. You have the right to breathe...
I need to come to terms, that as much as I want to help, I can't... some days. Only be there when you need me. I'm so sorry, Katy. Hopefully you'll forgive me. And I do hope you're doing better, or will be soon.
Hopefully you won't disappear for too long, though. I love you.
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Really. You need to be totally sober to deal with this stuff. It's only fair to yourself.
And You need to tell your doctors how badly you're feeling and how depressed you are. AND that the bulimia is still a struggle.
Seriously, Katy.
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but it's offensive
I don't lie about the bulimia
You wouldn't know this, because recently it's been all about you. I'm fine with that and don't bail on you though.
The lie is being HAPPY. I drink at night. I only drink on weekends. two nights. Most of the time, not even that.
Seriously, Stephanie.
and who said I wasn't happy at all?
and hardly tell me to stop making bad decisions.
I'm really offended.. and would appreciate not getting your feedback on my poetry in the future. You don't know what I mean by it, obviously.
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I wasn't saying that you were lieing about anything else, except the happiness. I was trying to say in more or less words that you need to tell them that you aren't happy. That's all. I was just trying to... help? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you, but what other message would I get from that poem besides the fact that you're unhappy? I thought you drank a lot more because of face book pictures, and the poem. I was wrong to assume. I'm sorry for doing so.
Hunter says you Do need to stop drinking to get help because of what you DID say in the poem, because even though you do only drink on the weekends, it IS to numb the pain. When you need to deal with it. He says you deserve to have fun, but if you're focusing simultaneously on the fact that it numbs the pain, drinking isn't fun anymore.
I'm really sorry for assuming those things about your poem. I was just trying to help. I'm sorry it's "been about me," this past week. I don't really know what to say to that. >."Sorry it's been about you this past ( ... )
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...I'm sorry.
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And it's more so to sleep, honestly. than to numb.
My fucking medications numb me enough. that ...was the point.
The two, four, eight.. they're to my prescribed medicine that I hate.
I don't mean to get upset but.. I am. Anytime I say anything either it's.. like.. two against one..
I just give up. I'm not online, I don't.. want to talk. Sorry. You've done this for you, taken time for yourself.
I just want to disappear.. so peace stephanie. Hope sunday went well.
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I think I try to help too much. I'm sorry for not giving you nearly enough space. I love you dearly. You have the right to breathe...
I need to come to terms, that as much as I want to help, I can't... some days. Only be there when you need me.
I'm so sorry, Katy. Hopefully you'll forgive me. And I do hope you're doing better, or will be soon.
Hopefully you won't disappear for too long, though. I love you.
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