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 See.. that's the thing though. You were standing up for yourself.. against nothing. I wasn't walking all over you; I'm sorry that times change. I had to get blood work so they know if I another issue. I simply was letting you be aware in case the time had to be changed to maybe 5 or so. I had asked you if there was a 'too late', ...I can't control ( Read more... )

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When I read how well I was doing, it amazes me to how much I could've fallen ( Read more... )

so..just for an update ( Read more... )

 'well, she already left me once. I doubt she'd do it again just for the hell of it.'

HAHA.. okay welllllllll .. I sent him a message on myspace just being straight up and honest. Like.. I can't lose anything else by this point. he's already gone. What's it gunna hurt? I felt like for me.. I had to say that I missed him and still loved him. I ( Read more... )

 
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... t he reason I was laughing.. was because nobody is aware of the strides I am taking to be happier.

delete all dealers numbers.

delete memories.

I have my first counseling appointment tomorrow

I force myself to go out

I still cry.Because as my parents have said and every doctor, I have depression and possible bipolar disorder. I wont hide behind it ( Read more... )

hah ahaha...

je ne sais pas.

i'm just laughing.

get OVER yourself. i will. but , you need to to.

if you think its about you..it probably is haha..

:shrugs: still stand by what i say

~.^

oooooohhhhhhhh wellllllll haha  I'm sure I'd feel worse but.. whats the point?

ciao !