im starting to think that love just ruins so many things. not like love-love. i mean like, romantic shit. i mean like throwing your heart away from yourself because at this age, or any for that matter, its the thing to do. ive had a boyfriend since i was 14. this is the 2nd boyfriend in almost 6 years. thats effin nuts. i mean i guess its good that ( Read more... )

mmmm. second semester. spring approaches. spring...the season of change! rebirth!

i want to bloom this time. i'm sick of looking back with regrets regarding my potential. i truly believe that if i want to be successful in something i know i can be, that i will be. and i'm ready.

who isn't sick (esp at this age) of waiting for things to come together ( Read more... )

life has been crazy. i'm sure it could be a lot crazier. but i feel like i'm doing non-stop studying! it's like i forgot what having fun was. i can't have any true fun because i feel like i should be studying. so to avoid feeling guilty, i spend 3-5 hours at the library a day. i'm probably going there when i'm done writing this. i just felt like i ( Read more... )

its hard to believe that october is almost over. its my favorite month! and its nearly done =(

yesterday justin took off from work to spend with me <3 we went pumpkin picking! and that made me so happy because ive really been wanting to and he followed through and i was so delighted! hehehehe. im so "ahhhhh" around him =D ( Read more... )

ah its autumn! i love it! it's my favorite season ( Read more... )

started school. pretty good. saw justin<3 but we're cutting down on seeing each other so we don't ruin our relationship. which is logical since we love each other immensely and i have a crap load of work to do ( Read more... )

today i actually didnt get to do much studying..but! i did go to vickys and saw everyone again! oh it was especially good to see kat because i missed her so much! i havent seen her since MAY. that should never be allowed to happen again ( Read more... )

im freezing cold right now. (puts on jacket). its my brown one that mike gave me a year ago with the chinese symbols and red butterflies. i still dont know what it means. but i do know what the sleeves were never this short. mother must have shrunk it ( Read more... )

in calculus right now. had physics earlier today. so much driving ( Read more... )

haha good time tonight ( Read more... )