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i think im relieved. really relieved. a lot of what i missed was habit. ugh its good to get out of it. especially when its a bad. its like coming off heroin. (this is an analogy, i never did heroin!) at first you love it. then you see yourself change. you start becoming less and less of what you want to be. and then one day after years of self ( Read more... )

i consider it revenge against a group of people that half heartedly pretended to like me.

and i considered it well.

so it makes me kind of sick thinking about him moving. so quickly at least. like i never meant a damn thing to him. and sure he thinks im a piece of shit whore. but i was for the last half of a year we were together. we could still be friends if whoever the fuck decided to tell him about corey didnt open their huge fucking mouth. maybe its the ( Read more... )

ok so i needed some time to myself. a moment of peace. which i got. thank God. literally ( Read more... )

i can only imagine how much you must have hated me for leaving you. leaving you so alone. and i hate you right now. i mean you fluctuate like no other. i know i do to but at least im trying. i really am ( Read more... )

im pretty bored. im tired. im nauseous. but its all good!

im at justins and im watching him sleep. hes the cutest thing ever. aghhh im so happy with him its not even funny. its just wonderfuljustin, me, kat, nicky, and moose all went to ESU sat night. it was decent. i was kinda bored at one point but thats because i was more worried about getting ( Read more... )

love love love love. what does it mean? idk but i feel it. and i feel you.

agh its real early in the morning. actually, its pretty normal for me and people my age i guess. but i always find myself going to bed this time. i laid down and couldnt fall asleep. i guess my mind is too awake. i did study for compsci. which no, is not about using word and excel. its about learning codes to program a computer. fun. actually. it ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. i had only 1 class. my groups cool. suuuhweet.

this week has been crazy. i have been hopping from one place to another. just the way i like it. ahhh i wish i was a musician. living on a bus is my dream<3 ( Read more... )