i don't think i'm going to Castleton in the fall. i think i'm just going to find a full time job to try and make more money and get a better car so that when the right guy comes along...i can have a baby.

cuz i'm sick of waiting and wishing.

AJP©

we need to talk it's really important. i need to get on with my life and i ( Read more... )

i honestly did not think that after jeffery i would find someone else. like it felt like there was no possiblity. and i was wrong.

i like where we are, even if we may be moving too fast, because it just seems right and i don't care who objects. cuz i haven't felt like this in a long....long time.

AJH©

i know that it's bad to wish that i never loved you...but sometimes i do. and to tell you the truth...i want to get over this. i know it won't work...even if we did try again. maybe we only kept trying for the sex. haha. but it's so much harder to let go of you because of everything that happened. there's just certain memories that i keep playing ( Read more... )

OMG. i have finally decided what i want to do with my life. holy jesus. i always knew vaguely what area of study i wanted to go to college for, but now i finally figured out what i want to major in. social work. most likely i'm going to end up going to SUNY Plattsburgh, but that's okay. yay, i'm excited ( Read more... )

I can't believe that I haven't written since October of 2005. hahaha. well i'm just writing to mention that i am still alive and kicking and hopefully i will be able to write more often. now that i'm remembered that this existed. lol.

i got my tragus pierced! :)

i have drank so much cranberry juice and water that i want to die in a pool of my vomit. grrr.... kels and i are going on a piercing frenzy on Saturday. well actually she's getting her nipple pierced and me with no mula, is getting nothing. that's okay though, i get to watch. lol. and we decided that instead of going on senior trip, her, Cookie, ( Read more... )

god dammit. first i have a cold, now i have fucking uti. grrrr ( Read more... )