A lot has happened since I posted here last. Moved up north, lived there for a few months, had issues with getting a doctor up north, moved back in with my mom and stepdad, got diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder.

Also, I'm pretty much strictly on Tumblr anymore. My screen name is rei-lynn1989.
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Sometimes I think my thought process would make a good drug. Not sure that makes sense though.

Our dog just died tonight.

Stepdad didn't know my birthday was today. Rather amused by that for some reason.

Today doesn't feel like my birthday. Maybe cuz nobody here cares much? I don't know. *shrugs*

Been having a lot of days where my mind isn't racing and I can actually hear my own thoughts. It's really nice.

Sometimes I just wanna claw and tear at myself and rip my skin off. (Never actually will, because I'm a wuss when it comes to pain. But the fact that I want to is probably bad enough.) It's mostly when I'm anxious and/or depressed, though. So at least the desire to self harm isn't a constant.

This should be crossposted to LJ. We'll see how well it works ( Read more... )

So I've moved my blog, because Livejournal is borderline unusable. It's on Dreamwidth now, same username.

Merry Christmas, everyone! Here's to having a good day today.