yes, i am still alive.

I know it has been so long since I have been on here. Life is crazy and I don't have all the time I used to. Leandra is almost a year old now. 10 months as of yesterday. I have been working like hell and got promoted to ass. manager at VIP. Mom helped me buy a 2007 Jeep Commander. Jason and I are still together and things are going good. They have ( Read more... )

For those of you who are giving me a hard time because I fell off the face of the earth, I am still here. I'm just busy with Leandra and jason, work, and my mom...who now lives with me. Her and my step dad seperated but I don't want to get into that. Me and Jason have been back together for a while now and are doing well. Leigh is 5 months old ( Read more... )

Why is he here? I can't help but wonder sometimes if he's only here becuse he feels obligated to be. If he doesn't want to be here then he should go. I always feel like i'm holding him back from something more. Like he could have a better life and have fun like he wants to if he wasn't here. He says he's here to stay and that he's not ever ganna go ( Read more... )

ay, me...

no one commented on my beautiful new daughter. You all wanted to see her but then when you did......NOTHING. I see how it is. That's ok. I can have her all to myself that way.

I hope this shows up. Here is a picture from the hospital of my beautiful littl ebaby girl.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v38/onesinglspitfire/Leandra-08-19-06_0006.jpg

Isn't she an angel?

Hey all I'm at the hospital being induced as I type. They were wrong about my due date at the other hospital. They were off by a week so here I am waiting to deliver. If anyone is in town I'm at Maine Medical Center in Portland Maine. Floor 2 and room number 2.

10 days left and I can't wait. I don't want to be pregnant anymore. I just want to hold my sweet baby girl in my arms and be the mommy I know I can be.

3 weeks left and it can't go by fast enough. It's too hot right now and she won't stop moving. My ultrasound yesterday confirmed once more that she is a girl. She's about 6 pounds right now and MAN does she have a LOT of hair. We could see it in the ultrasound. She's healthy and very happy, at least that's what the doc said.

I have 11 weeks left and I know what I'm having....do you really wanna know?

Leandra Francis Barlieb is HER name.

I'm at Maine med right now, my brothers gf just had her little girl...wow.