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oh my god... first off good job steelers and panthers for going on in the play-offs ( Read more... )

If you have a minute...read these lyrics...

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the endand you could have it all ( Read more... )

THIS IS It... i have no idea who would actually read this. bu this is finally my last confession ( Read more... )

heh i didnt even go to school today... i just needed a day off dude ( Read more... )

i realized when maggie commented on that below that ii dont remember putting all fo that.... because of drunkedness...uhm...so disregard all most all of that... thank you

so i finally figured it out... i figured why my life sucks haha. i alwaya go and fuck my life up and ruin it... then i realize i have... so i try to fix it...then my life will feel liek it has a place and that i'm doing all right.... so then once again i'll slowly fuck it up again somehow.

i have no sence on self-control what-so-everTHATS what my ( Read more... )

i definitly had a great time today... definitly good times in the making. or maybe even more?

anyways... i went to the flea market today too... definitly isn't the same as it use to be... just has more pot stores lol. anyways not much to really say... i'm at a loss for words

so i noticed all my friend fuckign thier lives up tonight. my friend blew all 500 some dollars of his paycheck on coke. what the fuck? what kind of a fuckign idiot. i mean really. that its just fuckign rediculous you know ( Read more... )

wow... i feel so much diffrent now... i feel alive... i feel like i dont have to hide myself from the world and what i do just to save face ( Read more... )