ive added some of u to my new journal, but not all yet. dont worry i will add you all unless, you dont wanna be added. if you wish not to be added then comment in this entry.

Realize that you may be controlling other people's actions without even consciously knowing it, crystal. This is one of those days in which emotional outbursts could explode in your face as a result of other people's reactions to your pressure. Don't feel like you need to take on the responsibility of everyone else's actions. You may be having a ( Read more... )

oh how nice. even though he wasnt talking to me, he could of at least informed me it was his sister's birthday.

talking to andrew. don't believe it. well i'm more being mean then talking. cause i'm in a bad mood. because of the comment and left, and some other things. so yea. not excatly caring too much, since he has hurt me, even when he was supposed to not be speaking to me.

i got there like a half hour late. didn't care. nothing to lose didn't play. hopless heros was supposed to, but they were goofing off. it was awesome though. lol. i loved it. so yea the show was good. not much to say. lol. drew was there. i don't talk to him though. he said hi after the show was over, i said hi back. the show got over at like 5:30 ( Read more... )

omg you guys will never guess who called me a few minutes ago. haha. andrew. oh yes. the one who wasn't speaking to me. haha! i felt it virbating so i took it out, and saw a number then his name. didn't answer. went to listen to the voicemail, and he was calling again. i hit yes by accident but then hung up. he barely even called me when we went ( Read more... )

um yea ok. i woke up like 10 minutes ago! lucky me. haha.

well justin called me a few minutes before 7:00. we talked for like four minutes, i couldn't hear him anymore, i said are you there? nothing. i hung up. called back five minutes after, left a message. and no call back. all well. then later jesse called. didn't talk much, he was on his break. i gotta e-mail jeff cause he wanted to stop by while he ( Read more... )

happy valentine's day! yea i didn't do much. jeff wanted to stop by his work, but i don't think i'm gonna. cause if i was gonna i wanted to do it before 6:00. i went to the cemetery and stopped over my nanny's. that was pretty much it.

Marriage is love.