I just got a hot stone massage kit.

Need practice!

any takers?

Today. Was a good day.

Just one of those good days where nothing fucked up my genuinely happy mood ( Read more... )

holy hell.

been forever.

like. over a year. which is forever to me.

I had all this shit locked inside my head and now I have no eloquent words to describe any of it.

Maybe I'll try again later. Hopefully won't take as long.

Haha. I changed my mind.

This is the happiest day of my life.

Deep breath. Hold it in ( Read more... )

It's kind of ironic. How one could regret existing, yet want to die without regret.

I've been thinking this way for awhile now. Everything collapses on top of everything else. I can't handle it, I'm too weak, I'm alone..yadayadayada.I was wrong. My mom isn't the bitch that she claims to be, I really do have tons of friends along my side, and life ( Read more... )

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HE DRIVES ME FREAKING CRAZY

So I'm on myspace, right? [everyone usually is]

And like. I do one of those STUPID survey thingies where people tell you what they think/feel about you and stuff, right?

Mine happened to be about "If I died tomorrow.."

Pretty self-explanatory.

I HATE that he answers with the perfect things. Hatehatehatehate ( Read more... )

he has feelings for someone else

ow

Here's the deal. I'm postponing my uncertain death for now ( Read more... )

Man. I think I'm messed up.