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Tomorrow
So, tomorrow marks the end of my college education. It's my A Level English Literature exam, the last time I have to go to college except for results day. I'm terrified...if I don't do well in this exam it could cost me my choice of University...I'm so scared I'm not going to get the grades I need for Warwick, it's unreal. Guess I'd better get back ( Read more... ) -
So fucking pissed off
I hardly ever swear like that but omg if ever there was a time for it, it was now. So, you ignore my warnings that you're getting us into shit by texting me, then once we get into trouble and I get us out of it, you don't even bother to apologise or acknowledge it in any way? Nice one. More of a dick than I thought you were. Get out of my life. -
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I've never cried over anybody like this before. That's all I really want to say, and this is the only place they won't see. -
Time to get my arse into gear
I'm pretty fortunate in the sense that I'm smart. I don't say that big-headedly, I'm just lucky that I've always done well at school and I'm above average without really putting much effort in. For a lot of my GCSEs I revised the night before, or didn't revise at all in the case of Welsh, and I managed to get 7 A*S and 3 As...if I'd really pushed ( Read more... ) -
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It's funny how things change and people move on and stuff. I've changed a lot over the last few years, in some ways for the good and some maybe for the bad. Well no, not the bad because they aren't things that make me cruel or a bad person, just I think sometimes I need to remember that while I have become comfortable in my own skin, a little bit ( Read more... ) -
Huh
When you make a mistake and hurt someone there's not really a lot you can do, but I'm learning honesty is by far the best policy. With this most recent mistake (I seem to be making a lot lately) I was all ready to just feel guilty but not bother to tell the person, then I realised...If I don't come out now and explain and apologise, it's pretty ( Read more... ) -
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So I've been thinking something through for a good while now, and I've made a decision to just do it. I can try to be gentle and nice as much as I want but I'm hurting myself on the process. I guess there are some times where you have to just put yourself first and forget about anyone else's feelings or opinions and do what's right for yourself. ( Read more... ) -
Angry
Cancer is just such a horrible disease. It really angers me to think how many people are taken by it, and there's hardly anything we can do about it. So much heartache, watching someone slowly lose themselves; it's so wrong. I just wish that one day we find a cure. Too many people are hurt by this every day, it's so wrong.
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EUUUUUUUUUUUURGH.
I'm ill. Not the most fun I've ever had in my life, I must admit. I woke up on Wednesday feeling dodgy, went to college and then cancelled my driving lesson because I felt so lousy and I just needed to SLEEP. Slept until like 2, then went to drama. Thursday morning I woke up and felt even worse, so my mam made me go back to bed. I was starting to ( Read more... ) -
Slightly confused ramblings
I need to stop letting my imagination get carried away. It makes me get my hopes up for things that won't happen without thinking of the consequences. But sometimes when things are wrong...when you're not SUPPOSED to do them because it's not right/fair/will hurt somebody, it's really, REALLY hard to stop yourself, because it makes it seem all the ( Read more... )