The A/C cranked, a handful of Oxycodone pills, a handful of Carisoprodol tabs, 2 Cheese joints, a queen sized bed and a girl to relax, get high (low?) and cuddle with while watching..hm..a foreign film? =) Nothing like nodding out in a big bed next to someone, chatting, smoking.. Miss it.

" Lovin, touchin, feelin, squeezing "

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I have orange pee. I am on 2 Rx medicines that are orange - also my multivitamin is orange, and I take cranberry-extract capsules. Making sure it was ok with my doctor, he also agrees yeah, it's the meds. Or carrots , but i dont eat a lot of carrots. He said make sure to stay hydrated and if I drink water and it's still orange then it's the dyes ( Read more... )

Work was good today. Despite the humidity while unloading the trucks; which I hate. The feeling of humidity/sweating, working with wood or plants or dirt - that is my least favorite feeling in the world. The antithesis to cool, soft hands in mine.

Tom, the boss, says he thinks I'm a great asset to the company! And they can really use me in the ( Read more... )

I collected, and then pressed, some mixed 160/110/70 micron particle sized hashish yesterday. Very strong stuff, I love the smell and how it stays lit forever in the bowl. You can casually smoke it while having a conversation :D If that were ever appropriate anywhere.. anyway it's good, i love hash, more than pot.. I'm a hash smoking caterpillar ( Read more... )

I took my Ambien (after smoking a bunch of hash) and started writing a post, and then I kept looking at what I was writing, and I was convinced I'd already posted the same exact stuff that I was writing, as I was writing it. It sucks and I am, definitely off to bed... g0000dnight,..

So I'm clearing out my huge garden today, or finishing it up, anyway. I'm leaving it: clover (wild), calendula, alyssum, white and pink convolvulvus, and cherry tomatos all to finish up. The flowers will produce until th weather freezes. Below where some tomatos were, i found the strrawberry-patch I planted! I forgot about it, as many un-planned ( Read more... )

I rolled out of bed today late for my therapy appointment - I cadged a ride off my uncle, who lives on my very street a few houses up - he was all fucked up but swore he's "got the shakes, is sick, i'm out of pills, i need pot, nephew". He made me promise him pot for the 4 minute ride up the street he gave me. I promised but i'm giving you nothing.
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I want to kill my father.
I keep envisioning my all-steel Paring knife sticking from his chest.
I have to go see my therapist but i'm a loser with no bicycle or license or car or ride so I have to walk to the 2 fucking miles just so I can go talk and cry to someone who doesn't fucking care.
Even working as much as I can and hustling what I can I wont ( Read more... )

I'm smoking and passing out.. Therapy tomorrow. Pick up Rxs at pharmacy. Maybe hit the gym tomorrow night If i had some encouragement. It's been a while. My therapist keeps suggesting it. I keep.. not going. Cuz i'm dead sexy already, and all, plus working out SUCKS. I mean, i hate walking to cop, LOL let alone running for a specified length of ( Read more... )

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