so much stimuli
i deserve a brand new prize
reject and gain gold

I tend to misshape
Outlet of mine. Ego death.
No meaning for you

Obsession. INTrest
How iS It SuPPose TO BE?
arbitrarily

There is no smallest particle
if there was
then there would
be an end to infinite
god would ultimately
have a weakness
not so ultimate is god
not so cosmic if it
can be broken down into pieces
if there are infinite pieces
are there really any
to begin with?

synesthesia
became so strong all day long
that I was a song

When you die you will slip into five minutes of dream time. Time will be measure by the alive. You will be in purgatory waiting for an epiphany which will bring you peace before you submerge into infinite pleasure. I believe its either a hit or miss since we don't have complete control over our brain activity. The idea main idea is that you ( Read more... )

So far it appears that yoga exhibits the most amount of pleasure. After letting my body take control and choose positions on its not, I've been able to tap into a realm of abundant pleasure. I need to do more research in order to bring the matter out of laymen terms and hoist this idea onto academic grounds. It would be selfish for me to keep ( Read more... )

Man paints the nebulae
The way He perceives it
from deep with in
in between your eyes and
the object there is so much
more. So much more
You only see when you're painting

5 long drones
3 arpegios
16 echo loops
8 glitches
6 choppy parts
8 fade out ending

I'm so ashamed of my verbal articulation that I am at most times too ashamed to write. Its possible that I'm not worried by using the wrong words. Perhaps I'm not comfortable jotting down my memories at this point in my life, because I'm too ambitious to be proud of them. I'm proud of a sentence every now and then. Sometimes it'll be something ( Read more... )

My past self owes my present self an apology
perhaps I'm content with all selves