It felt as if years passed by. I have dreamt like this in a long time. I know it was induced by beer and the absence of weed. My dreams are a lot more vivid ever since I quit smoking weed. I remained lucid through out most the episodes. The stories are unclear, but many of the images were significant enough to become consolidated into my long ( Read more... )

I'm proud of her
even though my pride
for her
is the outcome
of cognitive dissonance
Of justified investment
it was nothing
for her
this ladder to climb
I'm proud of her

like thorns from a plant prick you
fangs from a snake bite you
like the itch from poison ivy
the itch from dry winds
like the heat from another body
the heat from the sun
like the talons cuts
the cacti cuts

Huxley turned my brain back on after society implanted a giant reducing valve into my brain. All my data I collect through sensory organs has been reduced into relevant words. I've been inspired to create a wordless piece of music about "the reducing valve." Huxley writes about how we humans reduce our data into words and even simpler than words ( Read more... )

datasphere monitoring system
I'm not conscious when I'm not inspired
I'm throwing away information
removing it from the self
trying to fit into a
culture of ignorance

The resonant nature of tin hollow balls bouncing
In a tunnel. In a reverb chamber big enough for the golfers
small enough to be a tunnel and stable or unstable enough
so its just that a resonant tunnel. Not resonant enough
to be a portal. Energy is misplaced or placed perfectly
by gravity. This pull or that pull. All pulls.
A melody.

infinite patterns of soft pastel colors ( Read more... )

Its not death I'm worried about
Its dying
the strongest psychedelic
known to consciousness
the many ways
the art of
slipping out of consciousness
What about our memories

here I am prior
to the death of my ego
telling myself
repeating to myself
before completely losing
the stupid misconception
of the self
repeating to myself
that neurons that fire
together
wire
together

You are the thoughts you think you are thoughts when in fact the thought you think make you you only one you've realized that the self can be reduced to a thought can be reduced to a sentence.