I need to be more confident
I need to not dwell on stuff
I need to take action and change my life... no one else can do that... I'm in control of my life... nothing is going to fall out of the sky and land in my lap and change my life. I'm the only one in control of what I do, with the help of God.

Im trying to tell myself that I won't regret this decision, but I do think that I will regret it down the road. I will never forget Bella, she's been so much fun to have around. I love her SO much.

Tomorrow's going to be pretty tough. I'm going to say goodbye to one of my dearest companions ever. I will miss her a lot. No one will ever know how close we have bonded together. I will miss the times when she is on my lap, bugging me to play with her when I am trying to get some homework done. I will miss every morning, waking up to have to ( Read more... )

life's been good lately ( Read more... )

why am i so bitter towards the world right now ( Read more... )

I fucking HATE everything right now ( Read more... )

Life's been good and bad recently ( Read more... )

Why can't I be confident in the things that I know how to do ( Read more... )

Today I have realized that sitting around for the entire day is not fun. I need to do something about this and it needs to happen fast. Today has jest been a BLAH day, neither fun nor boring, actually a little on the boring side ( Read more... )

ONE WEEK!!

Kind of wish it was a year from now, but whatever... it'll still be fun!