i just wanted to post at 3:49 in the morning to say i did. well kids im pulling an all nighter. sam is asleep. since she killed her car we have to get ride with her mom at 6:15 in the morning so at 3 in the am i decided if i went to sleep i wasnt going to get up. so im still here awawke with a migraine headache that is making me sicc.well im ( Read more... )

NOTHING BUT FUCCING DRAMA!!!! well friday night i went to jennelas house we were gonna go to the movies but jorges bitch ass said no so i left with that nigga jose we went to the studio but little did i know that my boyfriends chill there! so i pull up just me and jose and i get out the truck and guess what like 4 or 5 of my boyfriends homeboys ( Read more... )

today just sucked i almost cried at skool and im not going to do that cuz im just a love-struck wuss but no one needs yo know that!my baby was late today just like me and sam. he was supposed to go to sac but instead since me and him have 1st period together he decided to go with me but to bad the sac teacher seen him and he still came with me ( Read more... )

im just missing my baby...tear! well on a lighter note thats all i have to say so fuck it this is the shortest entry ive ever written.

im so scared im going to lose the one i love its all i can think about and i cant even sleep right now it hurts to even think about what life would be like without him in my life. what am i supposed to do i really care for him but im not feeling it in return. how do you stop caring about someone you love? is it even possible or am i just screwed ( Read more... )

can someone please explain to me why when everything in life is going so good you get sick and then everything is downhill from there? and the thing is when you go to school or go home it doesnt matter where you are if someone is sick you get it. and it doesnt even matter if you dont see the person that is sick you get sick just from being on the ( Read more... )

im hurting i had dance today and i went running after and i didnt wear my knee brace and it is painful. well today was good i stayed awake in most of my classes and i was happy because i had class with my hubby but tomm/today because its past 12 is not gonna be that good of a day because my babe has sac. so i dont get to see him except for in the ( Read more... )

im so sad because things are not really working the way that i had planned. i dont know what to do. thats all for now.

i had an okay day at skool but then things got bad around 4th period i started feeling sick and dizzy and then my head hurt. to add on to it i had a 2 hour detention for stupid tardies!!!!!! well i thank the devil for this unheavenly feeling inside me....

my weekend sucked assssssss. all i di was talk to my boyfriend all the fucking time and sleep. my twin came over to my house on saturday and stayed with me all we did was catch up and remember the good old days when we just acted a fuckin fool. then today i came back home(still fells weird saying that) and i started mt laundry and now im on here ( Read more... )