I am really sad. I feel worthless and I feel defeated. I am at my all time low. And that's it...

In this world, I pray for...

Love
Peace
Happiness
Hope
Kindness
Understanding
Truth
Acceptance
Prosperity
Faith
Serenity
Life

Well, hello, I'm back. Made my decision to stay here in Vegas and pursue my "career." But now that I'm being offered this amazing job I'm just as screwed up as I was a week ago. Is this job to good to be true? Am I dreaming? Will I be able to carry out what's expected of me? Can I deal with the egomaniac ( Read more... )

I need a job I want a job I've got to get a job Oh my ( Read more... )

Sandy...are you my friendster?

So the Used are playing here Sept. 19 and I really wanna go... I don't think my parents would enjoy the concert so much...although my mother liked their CD better than GC on the drive out here "because it wasn't so bangy"... Anyone wanna come to the concert???

Okay, so I bought AFI and I don't know if I'm loving it. Granted I've only listened all the way through once, I'm not quite the hardcore fan! Like Leaving Song II and Girl Not Grey (of course the 2 radio songs)...

Maybe it just takes some getting used to...

I'm here in Vegas! Everything's good. Got to unpack still.
Just thought I'd let my TWO friends on here know I'm alive...

I'm stressed! Two-part final Thursday and Friday and I have to have everything packed up by Thursday night also! AHHH! Oh well. This will all be over soon! And then I'll move on to more stressful life events...like finding a job... :)

As I was leaving campus today, spaced out, listening to music, I suddenly came to and noticed there was a blue dump truck in front of me. This was no ordinary dump truck. No. This was dump truck #426...my birthday. So perhaps because I'm superstitious and maybe my OCD tendencies kicked in as well I decided I would follow this dump truck. Maybe ( Read more... )