nothing new.
i go in the studio next friday for an all day session.
that door has closed.
and we will break before we bend, but falling faster isn't falling deeper until i'm with you.

i shot him again.

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take this feeling away from me, walking through me like a shadow in my mind. take back your violent greeting, so i can sleep again thinking nothing happened, but no, i won't, i won't let go of this feeling, i can't, i'd never. you keep trying to forget it, but you know it's real. it's time you see why i can't live on, but i will try. the past is ( Read more... )

oh yes.

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i'm back. it was definitely the best time of my life and i met so many amazing people. it was fun getting away from everything for a nice week and a half vacation in the caribbean. but now i'm back tear tear and stuff. i am either thinking of deleting this thing or just changing my name, because my name is shitty. hmm.

new fear cd is good. i'm leaving soon which is good. blah blah blah. bye.

fear before = amazing. everything is pretty good right now. i leave for a cruise to the caribbean on friday for a week and a half with kevin. it'll be fun and i will miss you all.

summer summer summer. get ready bitches, fled nanders is coming.

today was the most fun i've had in a while. i randomly get woken up at 7 in the morning by manny kevin and brian then we go bowling at like 8 in the morning, but it was closed. so then we went to the bank and did some hxc dancing. after we went to denny's for breakfast which was excellent. manny spilled ice water on kevins pants and kevin was ( Read more... )