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[remindedsins]

how could everything go wrong at once

"When it rains it pours"

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[eccentricmuddle]

I know we've had our differences, but I want you to know that your brother is the world to me. I know you don't think much of me, but I hope in the future we can be like brother and sister.Heres something I want you to read that I wrote for Mike;The past two months have been so hectic. Leaving my heart behind because I was scared for what I thought could be something I didn't want. But, in the end I realized that I wanted my heart back. Being away for so long just made me depressed. Watching the world pass by me was the worst. I could not go on with my life without him by my side. Everyday I think of our times together. Sharing two years with each other, knowing that we were true to our hearts. Unfortunatly I screwed up and made the biggest mistake of my life. Leaving my life, heart, my true love behind to suffer. I cry just thinking about how bad I hurt my other half. It's a shame. So much pain builds up when I think of what I had put him through, just to realize that I did want him as my future

[remindedsins]

Well your right, I'm probably not one of your biggest fans. I know my brother loves you as well as I loved MEghan and no matter what you guys say to me it doesn't change the fact that I have been there before and I didn't want to live without her by my side. But fortunately Meghan didn't want to be with me anymore because of something completely different then what had happened between you two, but we had to go our seperate ways. But I called it... way before anyone knew what you did, I called it.... Because thats what Meghan did to me... okay yeah she got pregnant but you could have easily been in the same shoes as her. I'm telling you if Meghan would have not gotten Pregnant I would ahve never found out about any of the pain she put me through and we probably would have still been together to this day. But now that I can sit back and not be blinded by love I can see all the bullshit and agony we we're goin through

[eccentricmuddle]

Well yeah I kinda figured you weren't my biggest fan, but I love your brother. I'm not asking for your approval. It's just that no matter what I'm going to be with your brother and it would be great if I earned your respect. I'm not taking your brother from you...honestly I would love for you guys to go out and do things. I'm absolutly positive your brother would love for you and him just to go spend time together. It really does hurt to hear you say I took you away from your brother. I'm sure when you were with Meghan he felt the same way, but he tried to bear it all and just go along with life. I know for a fact when you and her lived together your brother was kinda upset cuz he couldn't go and do things with you. So, it goes both ways ya know. You don't have to be there for me Iwas never asking you of that, just know your brother always has appreciated you and loved you.