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wow
it's interesting how much i've changed in this last year and this summer. and i don't mean change like, another grade, some new friends, gained a little maturity. i gained a BACKBONE. it's true that you teach people how to treat you - usually i'm an open book and pretty bubbly, and that's how you get people to treat you like shit. also, i've ( Read more... ) -
biiiiiiiiitch!
you know, it's really a shame that i have to be a bitch to people to get them to respect me. and i'm not talking about bow down to me respect, because that's not what i want. i just want people to be kind to me and not talk down to me and treat me like i'm stupid. once i get it out, though, it feels really good.....
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smoking
i need to stop smoking. i don't consider myself a smoker though. i don't smoke everyday and i don't have all these cravings that dont' allow me to get through my day. i tried it first becasue i wanted to know what it was like....and i found it was a great way to relieve stress, so every time i was really stressed about something, a smoked a few ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Passionate Eats
i thought this was an interesting prompter question so i decided to answer it
" what foods do you associate with romance or attraction?"
the first answer that comes to mind is strawberries, cherries, whipped cream, champagne, etc.... but that's so typical (i still think they're sexy though)
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grrr
so... i know i said yesterday that when people are mean to me at work and they come back and are nice that they deserve second chances....but when people are really nice at first and come back to be assholes, i dono man ( Read more... ) -
second chances
people deserve second chances. people deser ve to be rethought. people deserve to be looked at my from all angles and with their circumstances truely understood. the longer i work at the motel, the more i realize that. people can be so rude and angry and upset, and then they'll come back a few days later and be really kind to me. maybe it's because ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: How I got on LJ
i think it was my friend robyn that turned me on to live journal, years ago. then it was myspace, then facebook. but i'm back at live journal because i think there's something really special about writing and letting it be the main focus. so i'm back! -
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fuck dress shopping. i hate that shit. here's a great way to spend almost all of saterday and part of sunday: try on exactly two BILLION dresses, have none of them fit, bring one home saterday and one home sunday thinking you've just scored, only to realize you haven't and you look fat and you wouldn't be able to dance in the dress anyway unless ( Read more... ) -
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today i learned that having sex in public is illegal... i'm not for/against that law, i just didn't know it was an actual law. and now i do. and i learned it all from Maury Povich. ha!
my birthday's in 9 days! 9! i'm so excited! the big 1-6! yayyyyy!
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all i wanted was a bath. that's it. just a bath. a bath that i haven't taken in like.....years. (because i'm so accustomed to using the shower) but NO. there couldn't be enough hot water to fill the tub for christina. so i'm ALL EXCITED , got my bath beads, my bubble bath, my bath crystals....see how excited i was? so there's like no hot tub water ( Read more... )