All i remember from ridleys was getting too drunk ( Read more... )

i feel like crap.
had an alrite weekend went to a shite party on saturday which was basically 5 people there who didnt have a clue about anything, and us.
no thanks.
got kicked out at 5 'cos mccauley was starting his useual drunken pish.
walked about town for ages as well and slept in a corridor for a bit.
my lifes going down hill haha.

suppose i better update before you think im dead.
my relationship has been fucking killing me.
idek what to say anymore.
4 months can kill you like that.
as does any other disease i get fucking dignosed with.

i think the fact that i dyed my hair black to coincide with my grans funeral is scary.
im pretty sure ill be the only goth there.
seeing as i only found out she died after her birthday about half an hour ago.

why did everything have to happen today.
well not today but be resolved.
i've got the fucking world on my plate and its killing me.
your killing me.
i'm killing me, and its not in that way.#

last night was fucking amazing ( Read more... )

This has been the first time i've updated in a while, i really couldnt care less anymore. The reason being i've gotten to the point where i couldnt really care less apart from a group of people. You could say "poof.friends journal all the way".No thanks ( Read more... )

last night was one of the funniest times of my life ( Read more... )

life bores me.
loll
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Y'NOW WHAT?
I think i'll update.

Lifes been good, its not ending,although by todays status you think you will. I actually love the people who were there to help me 'cos i think i'd be dead just now if it wasnt for you,even if it was a bad attack i felt like i was honestly gone.

BUT IM A POOFTER.

COOLIEZ.

haha i love Kay.