i loved today.
town with kay.
got tea and cds haha.
and sat in central eating pasta.
and basically being idiots haha.
i loved it.

I really need to get things sorted from now on,'cos really i feel like shit.Everyones telling me i've got asthma which is probably true so a few things in my lifestyle are out the window starting now ( Read more... )

this year ive probably grown up, it felt like it was going slowly, yet it still felt like it was moving ( Read more... )

i've pretty much hallucinated my way through the past couple of days.
i'll be out tomorrow,its gotten alot better.
apparently my conversational skills are shite,alot worse than a cats.
thanks.

i lost alot today.
friends;a family future;and other assorted things.
but the most important was respect.

i think that bulletin got my prioritys in order.
it kind of scared me.
i dont even know him and it scared me.
and the fact that people didnt even know that he was going to commit suicide and all of his brothers comments on his myspace saying how much he loves him and all the pitures of them together and how theyll meet in heaven scared me.

i hope you guys see me as the bad person as i portray myself.

this is the first time i've updated in what? a week ( Read more... )

i dont consider half of you as my friend anymore.
im almost glad this has happened to show who my real friends
are.

im going to miss things.
i'd hate it to end this way.
poker night tomorrow.
amazing.
ill just get drunk and gamble until i have no money.
and ill have to hitchhike home at most likly 5 in the morning.