i feel confused. i'm so elated and yet so fucking devastated. i don't know what to do ( Read more... )

why hello
things seem to get more insane every day.
sometimes i wonder how it happens.
other times i try and remember.
juli and laurel are hott ass bitches.
there will be a welcome home party.
you two are most certainly invited.
some people are completely fucking lame.
my friends fucking rock.

today has been fabulous, in that fucked up, mediocre way that fabulous becomes possible to the everyday jane. i woke up to the telephone - completely dissheveled - having passed out on our couch reading the night before. it was my friend in isreal calling between classes, apparently bored. i haven't heard from him since he left because i noted the ( Read more... )

it's been a while:
it's been reunited
it's been broken
it's been hunter creek
it's been new york
it's been excessive
it's been broke ass
it's been the forrest fair
it's been my birthday
it's been valdez
it's been trippy

et tu brute?

I'e been the crazy lady in the woods twice in two days. It's the first time I've really felt something - uninhibited, crazy, me ( Read more... )

my head is going to explode - please, please... stop ( Read more... )

i think i may be relinquishing my title as rally queen. i was supposed to go out tonight, but i didn't. bonfire on the beach and i didn't. i just didn't show and stayed home to sleep, even though i was supposed to give nads a ride. i'm just so tired lately, and finals, and everything. maybe i'm just a little sad and depressed. who knows. i feel ( Read more... )

i haven't felt this specteral in a while ( Read more... )

i swore off again - that lasted two days. fuck me, i'm an alcoholic and i don't want to stop. but i'm getting destructive and i have to. i am poison. i am killing myself. i don't mean to, i don't, i don't ( Read more... )

hey, tomorrow is one of my favorite holidays.
why? must you ask? a whole day committed to drunken-osity.
so, if you want, come have a drink with me.
i'll come home after my radio show and commence.
i'm anticipating a lot of stumbling.
i even got friday off work, just to be safe (and sorry).
drink drank drunk all day day day night

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