= a good time. chuck palahniuk is so dorky and demented and great. he signed my copy of Fight Club. i wish i had more of his books, but eventually i'll borrow them from someone else to read. he also gave me a rubber severed hand for asking him a question. his short story Guts was pretty gruesome, i can see why it's made 67 people faint during ( Read more... )

it is late. again.
i swear i'll go to sleep soon. maybe.
BUT i did something PRODUCTIVE today.
an eye exam, after years of being semi-blind.
my current glasses are taped together in 2 spots and crooked.
my new glasses that burned a huge hole in my pocket this afternoon?
POWER LESBIAN WONDERFULNESS.
they'll be here later this week.
YAY!!

Gangsta party friday was a success.
thug life, and 40s left over for last night.
we watched pieces of april and it made me sad for my family.
saw zach after ages and ages. still a charming fool.
why are people so beautiful in disaffected street lights?

Roll party -- canceled.

Gangsta Party -- it's fucking on.

My house, Friday at 10.
Bring 2 Fowty's and 3 bucks for gin and juice.

my show went well today. pudgy called and requested a great song. this old man called to hit on me, cause i ran out to my car in between songs and was all breathy on air. they said i should cut my hair short, so i'm going to go home and do that now. i have a test tomorrow, i should study. maybe. i need a drink.

life is not fucking fair.
this wasn't meant to happen, not to him, not to us.
too young, too young, too young.
it should be me. i wouldn't mind, i swear.
they made me pray with them before we left the hospital.
i forgot to mention that god hates me.
maybe i should have told them.

I am so so so fucked, but I won't do anything to stop it ( Read more... )

I've made a fool of myself. I have the most mondo crush on this guy that I've been hanging out with a lot. Last night he called me on some shit -- apparently I kissed him on the neck Saturday, said No, and then got up and ran away. I don't know why, but I freaked when he told me and I jumped out of his car really quick. Why couldn't I sit there ( Read more... )

I am at school ( Read more... )

found a book, "XXX Haiku" by Charles Ellik on JR's desk ( Read more... )