sometimes one night can change your life. and it wasn't even my wedding! katie kat, you were so beautiful, he seems so sweet, and i'm so happy for both of you! you are both so amazing, and seeing how much you love each other and how happy you make each other has really and truly changed my life ( Read more... )

feeling very nostalgic. i can't wait for the wedding, but i feel like i'm losing her. she's going back to england soon. then she will be gone again. i've known her forever. she's my little sister. and she's marrying a guy i've never met. and she's going to a strange country. strange to me, not to her i suppose. it's home to her now. her life is ( Read more... )

well... i'm psyched for kat's wedding. o my goodness! i'm sorry dear, but i have to rant. i can't believe that you're getting married! o my gosh! you're like my little sister! i'm so proud of you! you knew exactly what you wanted, and you did exactly that and didn't let anyone or anything stop you! i'm so proud. every time i think about it i want ( Read more... )

much sleepy. my life has been sooooo crazy lately. some good, a lot bad. whatever. not much i can do about it.

applying for lots of new jobs. reason for leaving... my boss is a dick head. hmmm... can't really write that on an application! lol.

* . . About You ( Read more... )

"Do you know the most surprising thing about divorce? It doesn't actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart or a head-on car wreck. It should. When someone you've promised to cherish till death do you part says "I never loved you," it should kill you instantly. You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in ( Read more... )

things to get for new york:
* disposable cameras & film (2camera 1 film)
* diskman & headphones
* calling card

is that all i need? i'm not sure! bah!

alright, i'm not going to friends this entry mainly because i want whoever "anonymous" may be to be able to read it. i would like you all to know that arguing through a website is absolutly the most ridiculous thing i have ever heard of. particularly "anonymous." do you not have the balls to put your name when you go around bashing people? it's ( Read more... )

well, there's a dance tonight. originally i had planned on going, then plans changed and i was going to go to david's dad's house again. but then yesterday his dad decided that too many people were already going to be there this weekend, so i couldn't come. so now it's back to going to the dance. so it's a dance without a date, haven't done this in ( Read more... )

another day of knowing that maybe i should be doing something right now, but i just don't have the ambition. ah well, i have to go to work in a little while anyways. it's too bloody early, and nobody's going to come into a stupid deli when there's practically a snowstorm outside! stupid boss. hopefully he'll close us down early. *crosses fingers*