so mark secured our new apt. last night! yay! i have two more weeks (about) here before i can be down there with him... but this weekend we're moving all of his stuff into the new place. friday abby comes and gets sam. babe, please forgive me when i bawl my eyes out like a child, it's undoubtedly going to happen. but yea, the place is really cute, ( Read more... )

alright, so i'm without internet at the moment. actually, i'm without a place to live at the moment! lol. we will be home in about a week, which is pretty awesome. ash, you know i'll give you a call the second we roll our exhausted butts into town.

somebody....

give me the strength to accept the things that i cannot change
change the things that i can
and the wisdom to know the difference.

i know it's supposed to be a prayer. right now it's more of a plead.

*sobs*

so we went and picked out my ring today. i have never felt so special in my entire life! lol. and now i can't stop staring at it. i'm being a total girl about the whole ordeal, i know. but i think that it's one of those things that i am allowed to be girly about! w00t!

so i learned something today.... this world is fucking ridiculous! today shane was told that he isn't allowed to donate blood or plasma. now, one has to think, there's got to be a good reason for this, right? low iron, or at least something along those lines. NOPE. he can not donate plasma because he is bisexual. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! now, ( Read more... )

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it's odd how in one moment your life as you know it can suddenly come crashing down on you completely. thank goodness for shane or i would probably still be curled up on the floor hyperventilating. i'm not sure how everything happened. i'm still not sure what is happenening exactly. i know that right now my world is collapsing in apon itself, and ( Read more... )

i'm exhusted... but i still feel good.

i'm taking vacation next week, i can't wait! i don't know where i'm going. just.... away. i don't even know if anyone is going with me. i'm just going to go away. i need to decompress, and i couldn't be more excited for it!

001. When's the last time you ran? ummmm.... i have no idea ( Read more... )