I dedcided i only update this thing every 6 months or so. pretty lame! but i doubt anyone reads this thing of mine so im pretty sure no one is dissapointed by this ( Read more... )

i really hate when i lose things that are important, like my wallet. i have no clue how i lost this one. i have to get yet another i.d.dammit ( Read more... )

I have seriously not updated this thing for a while! well i guess some new shit has been going on. I no longer work at big earls. finally free from that black hole of filth. its weird to see so many people with their clothes on i feel like im in some strange new universe. im lookin for a job at the moment im thinkin maybe Drake diner. who knows. im ( Read more... )

I seriously never update this thing. i should more often. My life is in a low point right now as usual. I applied for a duplex with mike. I hope that we get it. im so sick of living here. I lost my social life when i moved home. It's really actually quite sad.

Im fed up with all the drama and bullshit at big earls. people are two faced and lame.

wow i have not updated for a while.... things are not going all that great in my life right now. i feel really stuck and depressed. i feel alone and lost. i feel like i have failed and i'm full of regret. im stressed out. people in my life are constantly getting on my case about every little thing. i wish that i could just hide or go to sleep and ( Read more... )

yeah i kinda broke some of my rules. and most likely ignored my concious and self respect. but hey i found something that makes me somewhat happy. i found someone that can make me laugh and feel all giddy when ever im around them. even if they are somewhat a huge douche-bag and possibly mildly retarded in others eyes. i havn't had many things in ( Read more... )

all i can say is my heart is in a twirl and theres stars in my eyes.

you wer right you know you wer. im stupid, i thought that the heartless bastard could care for me. i thought that maybe someone thought that i was something special. well im done. no more jackass. nothing could make up for what he did to me ( Read more... )