Hightlight

Watch the candle fire flicker

Grasping for more air to feed on

Yet

Fighting to sustain against the air

Which can snuff it out

Apple shampoo x 15
Stare, stare at the ceiling.
They all look the same.
And wander on memories past.

who cares about being normal
Or original..
why not just be you.. *shrug*

happen to glance in the mirror
I totally forgot about that scar on my back
You helped me remember
thank you.

Tyrants smile with their last breath
for they know that at their death
Tyranny just changes hands
Serfdom lives on in their lands

....Heninrich Heine, "King David"

I want to see thrist
In the syllables,
Touch fire
In the sound;
Feel through the dark
For the scream...
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The next day after.

So i'm in calgary in anthony's big ass house... Seriously you could put his old house in here twice
Its all good.. listening to music
Ant got lost on the drive here.
It was grand.

Sometimes I wish that they'd just believe me.

Sitting here drinking tea...
Some things never change...

I've come to the conclusion that riding on the bus is a new adventure everyday...

and not adventure in a all so good way...

-had a debate in sociology today... wow.. the hostility in the air was frightnening...

-its like he's the best, but only when i don't need it. *smiles*.

-I'd call me .. Twila Grace Spencer... no hypenated last name for me.. if ( Read more... )

This weekend i had planned on just chillen, maybe going to the mall for some window shopping, buying a new book... etc

this weekend, i ended up going to the hospital,

apparently large amounts blood is not suppose to exit via your mouth,

thus i ended up on I.V. and laying in a bed, sweating yet quite cold... wearing ( Read more... )

I turn around, and its like you never left, and

thats what scares me

Crazy days,
The unspoken words help build the bridge between us

gifts and curses, violins.
remind me.

Abstract.

Reneki
~Wait, wait, i've got an great idea... its so amazing that if my brain thought it, it would explode.. ~... hahahaha...

Note to the world.

Never forget that your phone is on silent. Then fall asleep for 3 hours. It causes havioc.

over a dozen missed phone calls, voicemails and textmessages. and overworryed parents with enthusiastic imaginations.

*Sighz*..

i guess that wasn't good enough...

what would you like me to say???

onwards to school i go...
bio lab quiz, chem quiz, then soc midterm...

maybe the day will end quickly.
maybe..

Booga Wooga
Reneki!

around around around...

the lies spun and interwove with itself...

.... "perfect she said, just perfect" as a slow smile moves across her face.

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who knew that it'd all work out like this.
and that it'd have so much value.

Reneki

TOday i'll wear a hat..