I would encourage them to try and stay a kid as long and while it's fun to be able to think and act like a grown-up, it is way more fun being a kid. I would teach them the principle of pay-it-forward. I would teach them to trust their gut and to make informed decisions. I would encourage them to be creative and athletic in addition to being ( Read more... )

a part of me is angry. angry at myself but mostly at others. i'm angry at the people who came into my life and then stepped out of it without even a word. i'm angry at the people who insisted on being there when i didn't want them, and then when i accepted them into my life, they threw shit in my face and left me. i am angry at the people who judge ( Read more... )

am I really that bad a person? have I really changed for the worse, forgotten my friends, and become less of a caring person? maybe ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since I wrote. I've dappled at the idea of getting back into writing but I think a part of me is scared that if I start, I'll head down that same path I was a few years ago. that's a lifetime ago that I've tried to erase from my mind. I say lifetime because it really feels like another life. this is a new life, with new ( Read more... )

I think happiness is when you are grounded in what's certain but truly believe you can achieve anything. I think happiness is accepting the fact that you don't know everything and yet knowing there's an infinite number of opportunities to try and know everything. I think happiness is that moment when you close your eyes and fall back and someone ( Read more... )

xzserenexz = me ( Read more... )

 I wrote this as an e-mail so ignore all the personal references...

As you have probably already figured out about my life... I don't live anything close to boring. I recently told one of you that I loathe being a boring person trapped in a boring life. And perhaps I steal from Phi with an over-enthusiastic creative mind that I can probably take ( Read more... )

speaking of panic attacks... I think I'm having a mildly retarded panic attack about the last month of school. I should be stressed. I haven't finished my last assignment and I have to research papers due in 1 1/2 weeks. Why is my panic attack happening soooo slowly??

Is it August yet?

I'm booked!
arrive 7:15am Toronto Aug 23rd; leave 11:00pm Sept 13th. I leave Vancouver at 11:45pm on the 22nd and arrive Vancouver at 1:15am on the 14th.

I'm so happy.

I came home today hoping somebody loves me enough to write me a letter and that I won't come home to a bill or another organization asking me for money. Well, I didn't get my letter. But the CSPCA was kind enough to send me something so highly disturbing in my mailbox. You really gotta ask yourself, in moments like these, WHAT THE FUCK are people ( Read more... )