I find myself compelled to write but, for the first time, "severely" lacking something about which to write.  A paradox as Boswell has recently pointed out: the paradox of having time to write, which I have, and having time to lead an interesting life to have something about which to write.

Not that my life isn't interesting: it is.  It's certainly ( Read more... )

I've been feeling good for a whole week now!

Teh yays!

I could rant about how and why I've been feeling better, and yes I realize it seems weird that a rant would explain good feelings; however, I shan't bore you further than "necessary".

Life is good again!

Work is going well, still a bit slower than I'd like, but given my dissipating anxiety, I'm ( Read more... )

I've been struggling with severe anxiety for several months now, but it's been a bit worse and more consistent for several weeks now. I'm not sure exactly what's going on in this mind of mine, but I'd sure like to "fix" it. I'm tired of feeling so badly, of being so anxious, of not being comfortable no matter what position I try for sitting or ( Read more... )

I can write the following with a fair amount of confidence that my father doesn't read my blog:

I am making about 30-40 meatballs tonight, as well as a yummy spaghetti sauce, in preparation for his 60th *surprise* birthday party tomorrow.  Whee!  I also have a case of Heineken, lots of party decor, and a few miscellaneous other food items to bring ( Read more... )

Regarding my taxes as previously mentioned: I went ahead and mailed the papers today to file my state taxes, and no today is not April 15.  I'm all talk.

I was frustrated with the verifying my identity, et cetera, and decided to mail everything in, hopefully forget about it, then be presently surprised when a check arrives.  We'll see.

Speaking of ( Read more... )

the mundane.

I need to file my damn state taxes already, especially since I'm getting a tiny bit back; however, the website keeps not-verifying my identity which is teh lamesauce, to say the least.  It will need to be April 15 for me to actually file the tangible, paper return instead of filing online...  I have got to figure this identity thing out ( Read more... )

I'm actually watching t.v., well, episodes of Seinfeld on DVD. I realized today is the second-to-last day of March, and I've basically not posted the entire month.

Yeah.

Hopefully I'll post something substantive tomorrow, since I'm lacking the motivation tonight.

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For all intents and purposes, I've been up since 4:30 a.m.

What the frack, man? (Yes, I realize "frack" is spelled "frak" on Battlestar, but I choose the former spelling).

Another first for the tenderish age of 25: I began writing "my novel" yesterday. Yes.

That's all.

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This will be a quickly written post as my computer is about to die, and I feel not like plugging it in ( Read more... )

1. work, work, work, and without episodic anxiety/panic ( Read more... )