What?

February is already going better than January, in some ways, although I am still experiencing pretty terrible anxiety.. wtf? Bomber.

When life is less zany and ridiculous and.. hectic.. I hope to re-improve my writing, particularly regarding its content, and perhaps provide some interesting anecdotes about perhaps the most ludicrous ( Read more... )

Yes, it's been like a week since my last post. Last week was not as "bad", per se, as the previous week, but it was no less strange or stressful in many ways. I'll refrain from sharing the gory/mundane details, and instead post a neat photo of myself from yesterday's hike/trail-blaze, during which smiles (by me) were few and far between (hence my ( Read more... )

I've never really been scorned before, so I suppose I'm more-or-less past due.

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Success! I am well on my way to achieving my goal of being completely centered by Sunday evening, in preparation of the week ahead. The yays!

So, to re-cap, even the "bad" was not so bad. Not at all.

the "bad":1. smelling like a gods damn ashtray and burning eyes from cigarette smoke ( Read more... )

pie.

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and that's not "French Connection UK"

my power is out. it has apparently been out for.. I don't know. all day?

my bill is not late/overdue (in fact, I don't think I've ever paid a single bill late, ever, for anything), I have reset the inside AND outside breakers, multiple times each, and apparently there is nothing else my electricity company ( Read more... )

So I didn't get panicky this afternoon! (yays)

I was just panicky/off all. gods. damned. day. (nos ( Read more... )

I watched President Obama's inauguration live today, and the festivities prior and a few afterward, at work. Whew! I feared I was going to have to leave work or something to catch it, then head straight back ( Read more... )

I "need" plans for the inauguration tomorrow, although it's likely that I'll be working the better part of the day. I have a few things in mind but, like New Year's Eve, nothing definite yet, and this seems to be the case for many of my friends/acquaintances ( Read more... )

My computer [battery] is dying. Symbolic of the way I feel emotionally right now: drained of life ( Read more... )