I dreamnt that I was over Jackie. I dreamnt that I had healed or, was well enough to accept the reality and be happy with it. I dreamnt that someone had come into my life to play a larger role and that I could give her my all, that I was ready to and better yet, she was ready for my all and willing to give me hers ( Read more... )

Digging through old journal entries shows me that no matter how much crap is flung my way I'll move on to bigger, better crap, or none at all and either way, I'll be better off than I was when I wrote about it. Every time I read something from the past, I basically just want to go back to that period, slap myself and say: "stop being such a bitch ( Read more... )

Well, just a lot of writing that I'd bottled up over the months. Sometimes I can be a prolific writer, other times its damn near impossible to squeeze out a rational sentence. I am losing myself out here. Too much time away, too much time in the "now" and the "now" is affording me an opportune time to rebuild what was destroyed, what was ( Read more... )

"Write about your woes today so you may laugh at them tomorrow."
- Steven Damon

I enjoy keeping this...reading it always reminds me of how much of a baby I used to be.

I had had the X-League in development within my brain meats for quite a while. After not only participating and watching NDL's attempt at a pro league I thought that our players deserved similar treatment. I thought we could do it better ( Read more... )

...and I get walked on again and again for it. Time and time again. They taught me not to care. They taught me to take it with a smile and move on because they don't matter. They taught me to stand my ground when it became too much ( Read more... )

...Just kidding. Time to go home. Woohoo!

Before it began, we all lived in a kingdom as outcasts. We were different but we all found each other. We united under a common practice. The kingdom shunned us as we shunned them and we decided to set out and embark on our own. To create our own way ( Read more... )

Now what the fuck do I do?!