hahaha well im here at zailasitas house lounging around like the GRADUATED bums we are! mwahahahah finally!! good riddance fucking high school. finally!!! were outta there! im so proud of all my friends ( Read more... )

"Runaway ( Read more... )

kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky.
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe.
sometimes i don't believe them myself and i decided i was never coming down

mwahahaha today at precisely 4:00pm i will be picked up from my home and i will be taken to the glasshouse in pomona,ca. i will be standing in line with my love waiting to see one of the greatest bands ever. everything will be perfect today.he deserves it. he deserves everything i can and want to give him.

i want something so good it has to be

anywho.we did it.we won. so weird yet awesome. im so happy/this weekend was really le awesome. first, friday was the whole shindig ..aka talent show. then i ate at tgi fridays with some friends which was awesome. then satuday during the day i went to pick up my dress for prom [one of them] and then went home.man i was tired.then brian [our drummer] ( Read more... )

damnit. im so happy. so so happy!!! so excited and i just cant hide it! i have the damned battle friday,then the HIM concert then the Volta show the week after then DUN DUN DUN prom!! AHhHhHhh ( Read more... )

being back home feels weird.

the end.

mwahahaha i still dont feel like im here right now. im in class eating burger king [mmmmm] and i dont feel like im here.im just devouring this food like nothing...hahahaha.i feel like a freakin walkign zombie or something~!!!!ahhhh!! hahahahaha its funny cuz i walked into class and everyone was so suprised i even came today....but im a nerd to ( Read more... )

will anything ever be good enough for you?

"Poor Impulse Control"

I envy your demise
I hope it's all you dreamed it would be
One bullet in this gun
Not sure if it's for you or me

I envy your demise
With all the guilt you hid away
All the lies that I had spun
And all the times I wished you'd stay

Now, all that I'll ever suffer ( Read more... )

cuz i ruin too many lives.

noone should bother with me.

*these lovely lovely strawberry gashes*