You want to know why I hate you, well I’ll try and explain..
Promised to each other that we’d always think the same,
And dreamed that dream to be two souls as one.Fucking music. Why did I want to be allowed music, again? All that happens is I let it control my emotions and I have to listen to a happy song to feel happy. I don’t own that many happy ( Read more... )

Today I'm in agony. Not from withdrawal, I haven't started that yet; I keep delaying it. One more toke, one more fix, just one more. I should see a doctor, someone who can make me stick to my word and do what I have to do, I should see Liv but- being so in love with the innocence and beauty that is Orlando, and pretty close to Jake, something tells ( Read more... )

A fresh start and a new layout. Still pink, mind you. I like it. Everything old is gone. I'm trying to start over- some would call that running away, and I would whole-heartedly agree. But sticking around won't do me any good.So I'm wiping everything away. I'm going to fall off the wagon more than a few times, I'm sure. But I'm a bloody determined ( Read more... )