A phone call from someone yesterday evening irritated me at first but on reflection I became saddened. An apology falls flat when it's said without genuine meaning. Without going into too much detail, i'd say that both parties received their just deserts for their recent behaviour. I don't know if by telling me he expected my sympathy but I wasn' ( Read more... )

Woke this morning to intense back pain and my adrenalin went into overdrive. I really hoped that would be the start of labour but disappointingly the dull ache subsided and there's no sign of baby arriving anytime soon. I suspect the pain was brought on due to lack of sleep and spending hours strolling around town yesterday, laden with shopping ( Read more... )

Back in the grey after spending two restful and reflective days in the countryside. I feel far better for the fresh air and open view intake. It feels good to be back at the flat, however. Back to my sanctuary and amongst friends. If I stayed out in Banchory too long I'd get cabin fever for sure. The place has changed so much since I was young ( Read more... )

Yes, of course. Just you carry on living in your fantasy World ( Read more... )

You will not be a part of my life "from time to time" regardless of whether you and him are together or not. I'll make that quite clear to you now, as I've also told him. Maybe I am being stubborn but right now I'm not prepared to forget the past and accept you as any subsequent part of my life. My stance may change in the future if you are still ( Read more... )

Is it fair to expect a man to jump back into a relationship with you when he's about to be a father to another woman's baby in less than THREE WEEKS, irrespective of the hurt this will inevitably cause the expectant mother? Is it fair to use emotional blackmail to do just that; trips to his place of work, tears, letters and the return of personal ( Read more... )

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http://www.belfasttelegraph.co.uk/entertainment/music/reviews/chris-cornell--scream-interscope-14246176.html

Things are now one hundred times worse and any remaining faith I had is gone.

So much for going to sort things out.

What complete BULL SHIT.

Edit: She who laughs last, laughs loudest right?

:) Thank you.