I don't doubt for one second he's said these things to you over the recent months as I know what he's like and that he's capable of saying frivolous things dependent on what mind frame he's in at the time ( Read more... )

This is exactly what I told him I was concerned about ( Read more... )

I ordered the baby's cot yesterday. It's a classic style in natural wood and it's just perfect. Now all I need is to pick out a bedding set and the bambino will have a comfortable snug to begin those baby dreams. I wonder what baby's dream about exactly? I also bought a brightly coloured play gym which is shaped like a large bug and has a ( Read more... )

Keeping pro-active is a successful coping mechanism. I've taken that strategy on board over the years and although it doesn't banish the blues entirely, it certainly helps to keep the mind focused. I love to wander for hours and luckily there are many beautiful places in this City to explore. If life is becoming too much I usually stroll to the ( Read more... )

What the f*ck? My dreams are renowned for being whack but they're getting weirder by the night. In the early hours of this morning I dreamnt I was part of a group of refugees who were held captive in a darkened room in an abandoned cottage. My new born baby was wrapped closely to my body in a sling. We were nervously preparing for an attack of ( Read more... )

I can't go into depth about the situation or my stance as I've been advised against it. What I will say is that I only know what has been said to me and I'll reiterate that I find it difficult to comprehend how someone can use such powerful words so freely because I would never say them to another until I felt them to be true. Words can have ( Read more... )

You're right and we've both been put through the mill because of it. I think it's the one common ground we share. I'm sorry that we've both had to learn the hard way but hopefully we'll grow from it and move on to be stronger, wiser individuals.....even if it all seems bleak just now :/

Hopefully happier times ahead for both of us!

It's been pointed out that this journal has attracted an unexpected audience so no more blogging about my inner-most feelings.

Life, it's not meant to be easy it is?

Not long back from my antenatal, 'Coping with labour - part 2'. Tonight we were shown round the labour and midwife wards and talked through the various methods of pain relief. I thought the visit would reassure me but instead I feel more anxious than ever before. Holy shit, am I scared!! In the early stages of pregnancy I hadn't considered the ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I lose myself, then I fly....."