I am leaving for Denver, Colorado at any minute now to see my parents. Mac and I are driving there and staying for a week. I am super excited. I can't wait. Good times will be had. Lots of relaxing and exploring. Yay. See you in about 10 days.

Today was a big step for me in growing up and being more responsible. I, Trey Johnson, purchased my first vehicle today. My parents bought my Mustang for me, but this one I am buying. Yours truly is now the owner of a Yellow 2003 Nissan Xterra. It is my beautiful baby and I love it. I am so excited!

So, Mac and I had our first party tonight. And it ended with 3 cop cars showing up. That is not bad for our first party, but it is a record that can be broken while we live here. Tonight was a lot of fun. It was a lot of people that work at Garcia's, Me, Jessica, Kristin Cassidy, and our neighbor and her friend. It was a lot of fun just ( Read more... )

So, yesterday, Mac and I decided since we had nothing to do for the night that we were going to go to Vegas. So we did. We picked up Maticic and Travis in K-town, then proceeded to Vegas for no apparent reason. We walked around looking at hot girls. Poor Maticic and Travis have girlfriends, so they didn't get to enjoy that part nearly as much as ( Read more... )

I hate my job. I would love to have a new one if I could find one that payed as well. I am just so damn tired of that place. I have been at this store for 2 years, and with the company for about 4. That is too damn long. I am very much done with that place ( Read more... )

So, today was the fourth of July. No big deal. Didn't do anything special. Worked for 8 hours and was bored. Went to B-dubs cause it is Tuesday. That about sums it up. I am still kinda lost, but not too bad right now. I am just not worrying about it. It is weird seeing Shilah around my apartment lately. I wish we were ok. I do miss her, ( Read more... )

I feel much better today. I am not going crazy and I am not incredibly sad, lonely, dapressed, etc. I am doing just fine today. Maybe not perfect, but it is a start indeed.

I am going crazy. I feel like I am about to fucking lose it. I don't feel comfortable in my body. Nothing is right. Nothing is what it seems, but everything is exactly what it seems. I have no idea what I am doing. I just want to rip all my hair out and go screaming into the night. My brain isn't making any sense. My heart has never made ( Read more... )

I keep finding these songs that in part say how I feel. Maybe not dead on, but pretty damn close. I really like this song a lot. Great song ( Read more... )

Once again, my words are failing me completely. No matter how I feel, I just can't find the right words. So I will use lyrics again to convey my feelings. These are the words I could never say for more than one reason ( Read more... )