Will the world keep turning when I'm laid to rest?
How many people would come to sing my requiem?
Would they come if it rained upon their breast?
Or will I become nothing more than a hopeless phantom?

Fell asleep in the shower this lame morning. Seems I get less and less sleep. Ready to say fuck it to sobreity. Who needs it anyway. It hasn't helped any more than the alc did. Actually...it helps less. Guess that means I'll start boozing again.

I think I'm getting depressed. Been playing the blues a lot lately. Maybe I shouldn't have quit drinking? I guess that's the answer. I blinded myself from depression with alcohol. With hopes that things would turn out alright. I quit drinking and...for a while things felt good. Damn Good. But now I see why I started in the first place. At ( Read more... )

That song reminds me of Solomon Grundy. You know, there's one thing I want it the world. No matter how hard I could try, I wouldn't have it. Because you can't influence a persons mind that doesn't want to be influenced.

Headin out to C-ville this weekend. Sounds good I guess. A nice break from the shit of KE. I will say one thing, It'll be good to see scott and the other niggers from up there. Go fuck yourself.

The lesson for this month is Responsibility. Go blow yourselves.

Today blew. Josh was being a FAG, and didn't have the balls to call me to tell me he was gonna be a fag, which made him that much more gay. So, anyone that knows Josh, bash him. He fuckin traded in my goddamn birthday party so he could get laid. It wouldn't have been as bad if the dumb shit had CALLED ME to tell me he was going to do that, so I ( Read more... )

Can drive, bitch!

I think it's about time to add a few more people to my fuck you list. There's one who's on the top, who just kinda dipped and stopped giving a motherfuck. You probably know who you are. I thought I knew YOU better than that. Oh the fuck well, move on. Next up, is the cockblock himself, who will remain nameless. If I'm talking to a girl, and I ( Read more... )

Played a game. It froze. Had fun. Cursed at the tv for making a buzzing noise. Damn buzzing noise!*shakes fist* Listening to KORN! CHILDREN OF THE KORN! I'M THE FIRST BORN! Heh I haven't heard this cd in a long while. Nothing more to say Biatch. Peace.