morning dew drops on the face from upward glances ( Read more... )

the last few weeks have been unsane. or, rather, i should say, i've been unsane the last few weeks. wow. i think about my thoughts, moods, and actions, and i really dont know what to say about them. ah well, we all live and learn. i'd gone 8 months without any bipolar times, and i think it was just because i'd been feeling so apathetic.. not ( Read more... )

i'm stealing this from [info]rachel_eurydice who, in turn, stole it from [info]vampkat, who, by the by, is really damned cute ( Read more... )

the sun tinted my world orange as it rose today.

so i've moved to springfield, missouri... the difference between this move and all the others: this was an move for reasons of ambition, as opposed to desperation. this is a goodness. going to find a shite job here, and see if i can start booking shows for a couple venues here, maybe work my way into booking fulltime for one of them. we'll see. ( Read more... )

i find myself envious of two people whose journals i've read tonight. this is brought on by their ability to place their brains on this digital paper. i, for some reason, have a filter between my brain and my fingers, and i dislike this. i've also been reading my previous entries, and am embarrassed by what i appear to be: a simpering (just occured ( Read more... )

from zero to homeless in record time, yet again. someone i thought was a friend stabbed me in the back and took my job. therefore, no apt through venue owner, and no place to call home. i'm leaving for oklahomo at 8:40 tonight. my mum said i could stay at her place long enough to shower and then she'd take me to the mental hospital to check myself ( Read more... )

comes in small bits these days; i take what i can. i've gone manic. i've booked the uk subs and toxic narcotic for a show in oct. a localish radio station is doing an onsite in august. these are things that will help. i'm working on hank williams the third assjack, his 'hellbilly' act, and dr hook. (rock) haha. so yeah.

i did in fact get the booking and promotions manager job, and i've been busting the proverbial bum since booking shows for the summer. we're buying new equipment this week, and putting in the bar'n'grill hopefully before the first of june. i've got all sorts of sweet shows line up already: the martha dumptruck massacre, earth a.d. *maybe* hank ( Read more... )

i'm updating, hoorah! i've moved to missouri, where i went to high school.. i think that subconsciously i was thinking that by bringing myself full circle, that i could put an end to the cycle that i've seemingly been going through.. i dunno. i guess we'll see. my living situation isnt exactly stable here; andy loves having me around, but his ( Read more... )