I feel like a screw in my head is loose... like I don't make sense when I think or talk for that matter... and I keep tearing up randomly. I dont know what is wrong with me. Its not like it just started today, but it did get a lot worse today. I know I'm not "crazy" lol and I'm not even really depressed I just feel weird. I can't describe it. Maybe ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I am going to check out some student apartments in Gville!!!! I think that I'll prolly be signing the lease then too!! Everything is coming together and its not even October yet. I'm so happy that everything is working out. I can't wait to move. Lakeland freaking sucks right now. Everyone I was good friends with has been shady and I just ( Read more... )

    I really can't stand selfish people. I dunno how people can just put themselves first all the time. I think it would get tiring to always be thinking about myself and my needs and never stop for a second to consider other peoples feelings. But it's more then that its not just about feelings... it's about lives... they never consider anyone else ( Read more... )

Fuck haters, Fuck people who say you can't, Fuck people who lie, Fuck people who think they're better then you, Fuck everyone who talks shit behind your back, Fuck people who are wishing you'll fail so it'll make them feel better, Fuck everyone with doubts about you. Fuck 'em ( Read more... )

Yeah so I went to Clearwater beach today and it was so awesome!!!! We totally drank on the beach, played football, laid out ( they laid out!), and I actually went in the water!!! I love Clearwater it's like a million times better then daytona! I'm also super excited because I wore sunscreen and I got a little darker but not burnt!!!! Yeah but It ( Read more... )

New Obsessions:

Bars where I can drink
Saying "now I really know I'm in Polk County"
Actually liking my job
Having a guy call ME and want to hang out
Saying yes to said guy
Rock music and yes I like everything from Alternative to Punk to Emo lol I said Emo!
Augustana's new CD
The song "Find Out Who Your Friends Are" by Tracy Lawrence
Finding out who my ( Read more... )

So I've been trying to express my profound thoughts into profound writing and I'm failing miserably. I gues all I really want to say is that life isn't about choices life is choices. Life is about reactions. Choices have to be made so don't fret, just decide and take w/e comes your way.

what do I want from life ( Read more... )

I think I am definitely getting a second job... there is no way I can save up the money I need while paying my bills without another job. I'm thinking Target... U already filled out an application and had an interview. I don't know if I'll get the job or not. I want my second job to be at a Target or Walmart so I can tranfer to Jacksonville and ( Read more... )

I have all these doubts and hopes and fears and emotions and I just don't have the fainest idea of why or what to do. Sometimes I feel like I'm not doing anything important. I want to change the world. I want to see the world. I want to feel important. I want to know that my life meant something in the grand scheme of things. I don't know how to do ( Read more... )