something is missing.

i think i am starting to understand who i am in relationships. thank you for that.

got my favourite books back from david

score one for me

WOW fuck you

OH MY GOD I JUST REALISED I WASTED LIKE 2 YEARS OF MY LIFE ON YOU
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME YOU SUCK SO MUCH

okay so first i just want to point out the following ( Read more... )

things i need to stop doing:
sleeping instead of going to class
procrastinating finishing my website
only going to group fitness twice a week
sleeping instead of seeing my friends
comparing every boy to andrew
forgetting to take my goddamn medicine
(experimenting to see how long i can go without taking my medicine)
trying to get people to spend time with ( Read more... )

sometimes i just feel so horribly lonely.

i was so mean to you. i was a horrible horrible person and you didn't deserve it. you tried so hard to make me happy and i was just mean. and now you're being my friend and i don't deserve your friendship. and I'M the one crying and feeling sad and being a baby about the whole thing. i miss you, but mostly i feel really sad that i was so awful to ( Read more... )

every time i start thinking "yeah alright i've been so happy and carefree lately this is great ( Read more... )