and the award for "most horrible person alive" goes to....

oh look it's me.

i know this is what i need right now in order to get better, but now there is this awful gaping hole in my life where you've been for the past two years. i miss you like crazy and i hate not being able to call to make sure youre okay. i just want to tell you the little things. i've started looking for a job. i'm going away for the weekend. today i ( Read more... )

could life stop shitting on me for five goddamn seconds

r0ck b0tt0m

i am lonely, yet not everybody will do. i don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness. in reality those who satisfy me are those who simply allow me to live with my idea of them. -anais nin

if i have to feel this way, i'm glad it's because of you.

seriously though.
what is my problem.

i wish a was a photograph
tucked into the corners of your wallet.
i wish i was a photograph
you carried like a future in your pocket.
i was i was that face you show to strangers
when they ask you where you come from.
i wish i was that someone that you come from
every time you get there,
and when you get there,
i wish i was that someone who got phone calls
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new trend: being fascinated by someone and then obsessively wanting them to like me
currently: zach, chris, anne

are you happy now?
no.
were you happy before?
not really.
why not?
i don't know.
what are you going to do now?
i don't know that either.
take your medicine.
okay.