feeling like i can 100% be myself, no filters around these people
knowing i have 34 people who love me unconditionally
learning more about someone than i ever thought i could
having the support to deal with my issues
these are the important things. all the rest is just icing on the cake. i'm going to miss this summer.

i can't even explain how excited i am to have met sara. she is such a cutie and she's so nice to me and listens to all my problems, but at the same time we can dance like idiots and play neopets together and go exploring in the city. i laugh a lot and feel really calm when i'm spending time with her which is really healthy for me right now. i get ( Read more... )

fuuuuuuuuck this

so i started seeing a therapist this week and have an appointment with a psychiatrist to discuss medication. i really like the woman i talked to and she gave me lots of worksheets to fill out sooo hopefully i will get fixed and start feeling better soon! also i am registered for my first zumba class tomorrow, yaaaaaay

why is it so hard to make one goddamn doctor appointment

i just want to say how much i love the bruins
and the penguins
and the huskies
IS IT SEPTEMBER YET I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE

you dont know how thankful i am to have you in my life

i just cant really comprehend how someone could be such a bad person. good luck having meaningful relationships ever, you are a horrible excuse for a friend ( Read more... )

everyone fucking sucks

cause i get buried underneath all these things i think you are.
and i'm too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt to be left out.
i had a pocket full of dreams but i gave them all to you
(now i think i want them back)
so can you tell me if i'm crazy or confused?
don't ever change the way you are
i've never loved anyone more