"with every mistake, we must surely be learning..."

Feb 02, 2004 00:22

I'm suffering from separation anxiety disorder in association with my records and record player. I miss the added warmth that records have, so unlike the cold digital sound of a cd or downloaded music. the soft scratching and rhythmic rpms. I'm almost tempted to fetch my record player, records and all the added paraphernalia from what was once ( Read more... )

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:) barryskaggs February 2 2004, 08:19:44 UTC

I said "Even though you know what you know
I know that I'm ready to leave
Cos you're making me feel like I've never been born."

She said "I know what it's like to be dead
I know what it is to be sad
I know what it's like to be dead..."

No matter what, The Beatles will always know exactly how you feel. Some times you'll feel better, sometimes you won't but you will always feel content with your emotions and will be able to deal with them in a rational way. So cheer up kiddo and take comfort in the fact that no matter how shitty things get there will always be people who love and care for you more than you think they do. -a-

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Re: :) resister_a February 3 2004, 23:54:09 UTC
oh anthong, I'm so glad that you know what's up. I think the beatles records are the ones I miss the most, because I can listen to them over and over and over and be able to "be content with [my] emotions" because what can't be healed when you have the warm scratchiness of the white album as the soundtrack to your emotional breakdown scene?

all of this is so hard for me, but I know that it's going to eventually turn out MORE THAN OKAY, it's just the getting there that's difficult. I know the people are out there, and it's nice when they actually show themselves. thank you.

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Re: resister_a February 3 2004, 23:59:33 UTC
it's funny to have you say that you admire me, because I'm still not able to figure out if what I'm doing is admirable, if I'm really as strong as I'm trying to be. I do know that things will eventually improve, and it means a lot to me to have your good wishes.

GOD. reading these comments makes me CRY. it's almost surprising to see that people actually care about me. having the love of wonderful people like you more than makes up for the lack of love my parents have shown to me.

ooh kevi....we will have our crazy girls night with jessi and everyone, and we will CUDDLE, because I need it. sigh

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anonymous February 2 2004, 11:09:44 UTC
i have the white album 'bang bang shoot shoot'

in vinyl format
you should come over and kick it

-fuzzy 'why dont we do it in the road' thinkin

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"no one will be watching us..." resister_a February 4 2004, 00:01:21 UTC
like I told you tonight, I definitely will take you up on that offer. you know where to find me...and if you get lost, I suppose you could call 723-7976 instead.

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taag_team February 2 2004, 14:26:00 UTC
aaah.. so similar we are. even in our crazy musings.
brownies.

and dan. just use your lj, no need for anonymous posting, eh?
;]

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Re: resister_a February 4 2004, 00:02:53 UTC
we really are.

the brownies are gone. they went pretty quick!

he explained his reasonings to me tonight, and they made it justifiable.

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Re: taag_team February 4 2004, 15:35:42 UTC
<3

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Re: resister_a February 4 2004, 19:19:40 UTC

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sexthruafence February 2 2004, 15:03:09 UTC
amelia i love you.
and i did go get myself a cookie and i DID pretend like i deserved it HAHA!
<3333

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Re: resister_a February 4 2004, 00:04:13 UTC
I love you toooo!
you DID deserve it.
what kind of cookie was it?

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Re: sexthruafence February 4 2004, 00:08:33 UTC
the kind that was in ur pants last nite. oooooooh yeah. did u like that link i sent u?

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Re: resister_a February 4 2004, 08:58:51 UTC
OOOOOOOOH BABAY. no, it was sooo nasty! so wait, yeah, I did like it.

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