*pulls hair out*

Final 250, final 250 [thanks Julie].

1000w and I'm done.

Then why does it feel so painful???? Make it end already!

Ok, gone.

OOh, and I hate banks. They lost all the cash I have in this country. Argh. I need to finish so I can go train and then go cry to some bank person. Fuckers.

....confused....

...tired...

..scared..

.gone.

...and I love it. Normally I get up early to go to the gym, but today I was swimming. I didn't feel like going in the pool with the crowd, but felt mentally really alert. So at 6:30 I came to the computer lab instead to edit my paper. Just footnotes to go and I can hand it in. Two in today, more research today, then one last one to write. Not ( Read more... )

Heh, the past 24 hours have been wonderful. Not. More like hell. However, within that hell, I realized I've had a few very typical "Jen" thoughts I figured were worth writing down. I might want to use them again one day ( Read more... )

And I'm now settling in. Argh. Oh, and infatuated. Argh again. Hopefully him becoming attainable will ease my mind. Not a good time to fall for a guy. I sure as hell hope this doesn't last long. On the other hand, I'm excited for the weekend. I need to do my essays at super speed so I don't have to do much work after friday. That would be ( Read more... )

*screams at the top of my lungs*

And it still doesn't make me feel any better. Argh.

Argh. So the term of doing jack shit has come down to me having to sit down and write 3x3000 word essays in the next 3 weeks. Yuck! I hate essays, although they do seem to get [very] mildly easier as you trudge along. Or I've just learned how to prep for them better. That's probably more accurate. So the next 3 weeks are looking pretty busy, ( Read more... )

So I booked my flight home and will be in Vancouver the same time I leave Sydney. Crazy time zones. I have my last exam on June 21 and leave the morning of the 22nd. With luck I'll sleep a lot of the way, it's sooooo much sitting ( Read more... )

It describes me over the past week perfectly. Nothing exciting, but nothing technically bad...just me feeling less than great. Go figure. I get to book my flight tomorrow morning, but I wish it was today. I just want to know dammit! I think there's a good chance I plan too much of my life too often. Heh, surprised? I think not. Ack. Lots ( Read more... )

Go rollarcoaster go!!! Back to back not so great days followed by a blur of far more interesting ones. Go figure. Thursday ended up being decent, but for most of the day I didn't have much time. It's my busy day at school and I had assignments and workouts to do. I got it all done, went to my night class and on to a club meeting. From there, ( Read more... )