a conscience troubled
a mind clouded
lost in confusion
determined to navigate the darkness
desired apathy;
smiles scarce
trust lost
encompassing solidarity
soaring heights
crashed by reality;
indeterminate ending
perspective needed
found nowhere;
focus anew
reestablishment
begin again
forgive;
curled in emotion
the changing winds
won't come soon

[1] your name backwards: Nej [or Refinnej I suppose ( Read more... )

I got hit by a car biking home today. Don't worry, I will be fine.

However, in all my rage of hating drivers right now, I have one request:

Please shoulder check when driving.

That is all.

I think I might be coming down with a mild illness. Grrr to scratchy throats. I'm behind on my math class already, hopefully I can pull through for the exam tomorrow. I can't sleep, but math doesn't make sense at this late hour either. Double grrr. By next monday though, I will be 100% caught up in my class. I have to be, says I. Not a ( Read more... )

I think there might actually be something seriously wrong with me. Okay, maybe I'm being overdramatic, but hey, I do that sometimes ( Read more... )

So I feel as though I might as well be 13 and at that awkward growing stage. I have managed to trip over so many things today. But what makes it so bad is that I've injured myself with no one's help. I fell off my bike today because I had to come to a sudden stop when a car cut me off and couldn't unclip my feet fast enough. Then I went for a ( Read more... )

Bored? Call me!! I need something that requires little money to do tonight!

So I have moved again. I'm at UBC for the month now. This might just be a trend for me for the summer. Heh, go figure. I feel minutely better even if I am at home by myself on a friday night and really no plans for the weekend. Oh wait, apartment hunting and running can count, can't they?!?! Argh ( Read more... )

So I'm slowly getting back into the swing of things. Somehow work has paid me, although I don't know what for, but right now I need the money, so I'm taking it! I got to work yesterday, but I need sunshine for more work. Eyah. August better be amazing ( Read more... )

It's supposed to be so easy to come home. But it's not. It's sooo not. I can't believe how lost and alone I feel in a place I call home. I just want to jump back on a plane and resume my life in Australia like I never left. Or maybe I just want everything easy. Or maybe, just maybe, I don't want so much free time right now ( Read more... )