It's been awhile.

[rest_in_the_sea]

Last time I wrote in this my grandpa was nearing his final days. Those days have came and went, and I'm glad that his suffering is over. It's interesting because never before have I felt someone so close to me give up the ghost. My mother is finally getting past the grieving process and I'm glad to see that she's feeling better. I never did get

Comments

[arsenictear]

Your turn will come Joey!
It's the moment we get tired of looking when that person comes along.

[thalfviking]

I can't tell you how many times I've thought that exact same thing - "When is it going to be my turn?" If it's not relationship-wise, it's school or work, or friends, or family. When is it my turn to just be happy and line everything up right, you know? Well, of course you know. I'm sorry I don't really have anything enlightening to bestow upon you (on livejournal...), but I have to kind of second that person above me - don't stress, you get what you give, happiness will find you if you let it. :)

(BTW, my mom's mom just died too, so I kinda know how you feel).