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If it's for the best right now - why does it hurt so very damn much?

I had a nightmare. My older brother shot me for seemingly no reason, then when he ran away, he got in a car accident and died. I was still sad.

I woke up almost every hour and cried ):

hey what

ehhhhhh

oh shit stuff's happened.

lemme break it down for you:

Work:Gave in my two weeks notice; last day was Friday. During the week, my boss bitched at me for things she did, other workers realized that no matter what happened that Pam liked to blame me. Last day involved Pam freaking, rightfully so, because her or her husband forgot to pay the ( Read more... )

oh my god I feel so ugly and fat I need to find some sort of excercise regime where I don't have to go where other people are D: D: D:

I FEEL SO UGLY ∏.∏

I hope this new job interview goes well.

I don't want to be stuck at CBD062 forever D:

( You know, I honestly don't know why I bother writing down my feelings anymore. It seems very pointless, because lord knows in two or so years I'll be dead in a ditch, or alone in a cabin drinking away my life. )

I don't know why I keep this anymore.

I don't have anything to say, that is important.

So I'm just going to update you with art.

( Art Dump. )

So let's start with Saturday.

lawl@toomuchforumtime

Saturday night:I was just babysitting that night, and made a good 70 dollars. It was fun. I came home and tried to go to bed, but I was way too excited D: Ibun was coming on Sunday and I couldn't sleeeep. So I tried to heat something up in the oven, except instead of setting the timer, I set the ( Read more... )

THE HELL IS THE WORLD COMING TO D:Within ONE WEEK ( Read more... )