I started to come home, we picked up Maggie. In the day care center, I started shivering. It wasn't much of a physically cold sensation. In fact, when I shiver like this, it's more of an emotional effect than a physical one. I can feel something I want, so very close to me that I can nearly hallucinate the smell and taste of the moments to come. I ( Read more... )

Planet Earth involving the City of Merrillville and those networked from my person: In case any of you care, here's what I've been working on for the past two weeks. Due to work, school, and not having the right environment, I've only been able to write sereously over the past couple of days ( Read more... )

Thinking of her, thinking of being next to her. Thinking of holding her and making her feel safe again. Thinking of being happy with her. Thinking of being happy, spending the remainder of this Datura trip of life with her by my side. Waiting for her to return, finding sleep hard, anticipating touching her again. I am deeply in love right now ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Halo 14 right now, and for every single song on here it feels like Trent is talking to me, explaining something to me. It's eye-opening that right now it means the most to me. Solipsism is setting in, and rendering me apart. Maybe I'll pick up Airframe again, and read it.

Katy, I love you. Don't you fucking forget that, okay?

I'm avoiding consciousness, one step at a time ( Read more... )

 

Hey, world, I feel that there's trouble inside my head. Just thought you might have wanted to know that.

Hey, here's a great recource for research into my herbal garden. Added ( Read more... )

Ah, I remember: When Rob tests your wits and asks you what you've learned about Stratasoft so far, you normally want to think about it for a minute before saying "It should be running most of the time".

Oh, fuck it, I'm tired of being aware right now. I want some Salvia.

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