It has been an eternity since I have taken a mental dump. Lets see... I celebrated my 24th B-day! Yeah me, I'm pushing over the hill!!! I have many goals that I want to accomplish but I have a problem of losing momentum. I get all excited that YES! I am goin gto change my life around.... YES! I am going to find my own happiness... YES! I am going ( Read more... )

I have a lot on my plate right now and I just don't know how to deal. I am so excited b/c I got hired at Borders!!!! Yeah me! And I talked to my boss at the temp job and while she didn't want to get my hopes up, she did tell me that the Drs like me and are looking for a way to get me a position at the office. So that makes me happy ( Read more... )

I know it seems that I only write when something is going wrong... I think I pray like that too... Thats a shame ( Read more... )

I think that should be enough to explain my mood: ITS FRIDAY ( Read more... )

Its dark and gloomy outside (literally) but inside my heart its only partly cloudy. I know last night I was a mental wreck but today I feel so much better. Its like I can enjoy myself and Michelle now that the "burden" of a relationship is off my shoulders. I say that now b/c I have only talked to her on the phone today but haven't fully interacted ( Read more... )

Ok so I work with all white people right.... well if I hear ONE more lil' white girl in there say "For Shizzle My Nizzle", I am going to strangle one of those broads. Just thought I had to put that out there....

Ok so things have reached a breaking point... How far... to the point where we have broken up. And this time it hits hard b/c on one hand I am SO ready to pack all my shit and run back home to my mom. I feel like my time here is a complete failure. I have no girlfriend and I have nothing to keep me happy. Thanks Reesy Cup for trying to cheer me up ( Read more... )

What happends when you fall out of love with someone but they still have a strong passion for you? I don't think I love that girl anymore.. There are days (many days) when I don't think I even like her. And I don't know if I could just come out in the open and say: I Don't Love You. I mean that has to be one of the hardest things to say to a person ( Read more... )

This has been a fun weekend so far. I slept for like 16 hours today ( well maybe not that many) and woke up feeling lazy and refreshed. lol.... My friend Shaun came down to meet tonight while Michelle was at work. Just when I thought I had my skills down, Shaun says that he brought his sleeping bag b/c he didn't want to drive back to Lansing... ( Read more... )

i'm so glad its friday ( Read more... )